Everything had changed, when we met again.
You took me in your Arms, like we were only Friends.
It seemed like it was not you, like you were another Man.

You spoke about your Reasons.
I couldn’t understand.
But what I shall I do?
I don´t want to loose you as a Friend

I told you I´m fine, but it was a lie.
I told you I can live with it and I wouldn’t cry.
Now I´m sitting here with a broken Heart, wishing you were here.
I´m feeling like I´m gonna die.
Never thought it would be so hard.
Just wished you were mine

Silence between us.
The same Places we were happy once –
Can´t you see the Tears in my Eyes?
… The Pain, deep inside my Chest?
I just feel like dying and finally Rest.

You´re not holding my Hand, not kissing my Lips
´Please Baby just come over and lay your Hands on my Hips´

How can you be that cold?
Please just hold me tight.

I just can’t believe the Words you said.
You said I´m too old.
But I remember the Days you wanted to be with me at Night.´

I told you I´m fine, but it was a lie.
I told you I can live with it and I wouldn’t cry.
Now I´m sitting here with a broken Heart, wishing you were here.
I´m feeling like I´m gonna die.
Never thought it would be so hard.
Just wished you were mine.

You whipped away my Tears, told me “Please stop to cry”
and all I wanted was you, holding me Close.
Even after all, my Heart said “Kiss me Goodbye”
 
I walked down the Street, a Hole in my Heart.
I know it´s just wrong, but I needed a helping Hand 

He laid his Arms around me, my Mind said “No”
He hugged me tight, gave me Love and I knew I should go.
When he kissed me I closed my Eyes, your Face was spinning around in my Mind.
Everything he did, I compared with you.
While he was touching me, I imagined your Hands, even if I knew it wasn’t true.
But how could I be closer to you as by living in a lie?
Baby, it hurts so badly.
´Please God just let me die! ´

I feel you in his Touch.
Holding his Head, showing him the way to my Neck.
“Baby” I whispered, pushing down his Head
I revealed him the way to there and make me bite,
´Sorry Baby´ was in my Mind, while I cried.

When I woke up, Bad Feelings overcome me inside.
Checking my Mobile phone, seeing your Message, I never expected.
I took my Stuff, I ran outside and left my best Friend, I treated so bad 

Left him with a Lie… 

For D. 

- The End -